Its been 11 weeks without you, beautiful boy and mummy is finding it so very hard without you. The pain gets worse and its the realisation that you are in heaven and mummy can not hold you until mummy is with you again, that I find so sad. The pain in my heart is unbearable and I just want you to know that never, never will a single day go by when you are not in it. You are and always willl be my tiny baby boy. I wish with all my heart that you will be here in the morning and that it is all such a terrible dream. Mummy does not know how I am going to survive without you. One day though we will be together and I will hold you so tight precious. You are so beautiful and mummy loves you more than words can say. Night night Keelan, love you forever and ever your mummy xxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 18th of April 2011 and will burn for 86 years 11 months and 1 day.